there are times when i wonder, where does chris martin from coldplay gets all those inspiration from. i mean i'm betting it's not from gwyneth. i idolize him, the way he owns the stage, the way he plays the piano bouncing his whole body like that but most of all because his lyrics. can someone tell me, where on earth can i buy that type of gift in writing? nothings impossible, so don't tell me i can't find it in a store somewhere.

one single act. one single foolish act then my brain thinks that it has the right to fetch all those memories from years back. if my brain was a computer, my memory of you would be located on the trash bin. sadly, i never had the courage to permanently delete you. i was clicking through youtube and it lead me to The Shins' playlist, clips from garden state started to come back, the year 2004 started to creep in on me and you were there. well you weren't, but i'd like to think in spirit, you were.

there's this youtube comment for 'New Slang' and it said "this song might've not change my life..but the girl who showed it to me did." you were my best friend, and then you just stopped being there for me. i still wishes you the world. it's the scariest feeling. the thought that i just don't think that i'll ever get over you, is the scariest feeling. yes, it's another title from one of garden state's soundtrack.